the topics

this is just a quick list of  topics that this blog will gradually be about (other than how my day went or my feelings).
1) music. i wasnt kidding when i said music is oxygen for me. it helped me get through a lot of problems and phases in my life, and will continue doing so (i hope). there will be a LOT about music, about my favourite bands and my go to whenever upset band in detail. there will be song lyrics and what they mean to me, there might even be the occasional chords sheet for a song (guitar)
2) my music. people say i sing pretty well, and i play guitar (used to attend a music school, capa). i like to compose my own songs, so you will see some structures of songs, some ideas for songs, some lyrics, chords and compilations. if one turns out to be successful, i will record it and post it. i would absolutely love to collaborate with someone and compose a song together, so if you feel something stirring inside you when you hear my music, or read my lyrics, do email me! just dont steal any ideas.
3) quotes. i love quotes, and if i find a quote i really love, expect to see it here.
4) the occasional story writing. when im feeling creative, i will write story paras, character ideas and descriptions, words that speak to me. again, NOT for anyone to steal!
5) pictures. they might be based on a topic or theme, might be based on a song, might just be pretty, or might describe a crazy fun day. there will be a lot of themed photo projects, so beware.
6) clothes. im a girl, what do you expect? i'll be sharing outfit ideas.
7) product design ideas.i love whimsical and cute things, especially stationery and jewellery, and since i have a hard time finding what i really want, i create.
8)the tdg project. tdg stand for the band three days grace. this is my go to band, and instead of adding it to my music area, it will have its own section. im obsessed with it, for reasons i can not blog about. lets just say it was my life jacket for when i was drowning. the project is basically pictures and videos inspired by it, and what the band really means to me. (sigh, if only i could attend a concert)
9) other projects. i have a lot of to do projects , mostly related to digital media and art. as soon as i start working on them, i will blog about them. i want to show the world that im not useless, im not incapable. and that football isnt the only cool thing on the surface of this planet.
10) bucket list. what i want to do before i die. i will keep adding things to this section.
11) project reflection. this is inspired by my craze for bubbles. soon you will see what this is. its a surprise for now.
okayy, maybe this wasnt a quick list of topics.

hello blogging world

hello little, probably unimportant to the rest of the world blog. hello, my little space where i can cry and bleed all i want. hello, place i can be myself, do what i want, share my dreams and aspirations with anyone who even bothers to read this blog. do my words sound bitter to you? do they sound like those that might come out of, i dont know, an emo's mouth?
that is exactly what others call me. and it used to hurt me, until one day, i realized that being called emo shouldnt pain me, cuz im not emo. im just me.
ME, the person only i know inside out. the person who fights for herself every single day. the person for whom music is oxygen, and losing faith in herself is carbon dioxide. the person that stands up, after being pushed to the ground. im maham insha, and this is my little world, where i become who i want to be, where i share my music, my obsessions, my days with the rest of you. where i share my drawings and creations, my want-to-do projects, the moments in my life when i feel like the luckiest girl on earth. where you see how i gradually change, into someone who isn't scared.if youre scared, nothing will come your way. remember, let your faith be bigger than your fear.